Love the way you LIE

[Rihanna]

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
你就那样站在那看着我的愤怒燃烧
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
不过没事我就喜欢这样的疼痛
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
你就那样站在那听着我在哭泣
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie
不过没事我就喜欢你这样的谎言，我喜欢你的爱如谎言。

[Eminem]

I can’t tell you what it really is
我说不出来它到底是什么东西
I can only tell you what it feels like
我只能告诉你它带来的感受
And right now it’s a still night in my wind pipe
在我的地下王国现在还是寂静的夜
I can’t breathe but I still fight while I can fight
我无法呼吸但是我仍然在坚持战斗
As long as the wrong feels right it’s like I’m in flight
只要他们能改邪归正我便感觉我能飞向天空
High off the law, drunk from my hate,
远离束缚，解放我的愤怒
It’s like I’m huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
它好比让我困兽斗一般，让我痛得窒息
And right before I’m about to drown, she resuscitates me
但是在我马上要堕落下去的时候，她拯救了我
She fucking hates me and I love it.
但是我就喜欢她那样地恨我。
Wait! Where you going? I’m leaving you
等等！你要去哪儿？我TM要离开你。
No you ain’t. Come back we’re running right back.
不，你不能走。回来吧我们这就打回去！
Here we go again
我们再次上路。
It’s so insane cus when its going good its going great.
这真是神奇，因为它向着完美发展。
I’m superman with the wind at his back
我就是超人，我席卷而来！
Shes Louis Lane but when its bad its awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
但是她是路易斯?莱恩，但她做的却太龌龊，让我无地自容也无法形容。（无语了）
Whos that dude? I don’t even know his name
老兄那是谁啊？哦，我都不知道他名字。
I laid hands on him, I’ll never stoop so low again
我伸手扶住他，但是我永远不会再卑躬屈膝
I guess I don’t know my own strength
我猜我自己都不知道我有多么威力无穷

[Chrous]

[Eminem]

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
你曾经爱一个人爱到窒息么？
When you’re with ‘em
当你和“EM”在一起的时候
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit ‘em
你们虽然看见了，但你们甚至根本不知道是什么挫败了“EM”
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
慢慢感受你那所谓的模糊的温暖吧
Yeah, them those chills you used to get ‘em
呵~为了你们曾经拥有过的“EM”欢呼去吧
Now you’re getting fucking sick of looking at him
现在你们又他妈开始感觉他恶心甚至看他一眼
You swore you’d never hit him; never do nothing to hurt him
你曾经的誓言呢？你说过绝不做出任何伤害他的事情。
Now you’re in each other’s face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
但是你现在却换了副嘴脸，对你自己说过的话出尔反尔，有如放屁。
You push pull each other’s hair, scratch claw hit him
你现在却把他推来搡去，不停地伤害着他
Throw him down pin him
你在蹂躏着他，让他丧气，如同针扎般地折磨他
So lost in the moments when you’re in them
就在你这样做的时候，他却在不断地迷失着他自己
It’s a race that’s the culprit controls your boat
这就如同一次比赛，但却是罪恶在掌控着你
So they say you’re best to go your separate ways
所以，罪恶告诉你，分道扬镳是你最好的选择
Guess if they don’t know you cus today that was yesterday
假如他们是因为物是人非了才不了解你的
Yesterday is over it’s a different day
那么昨天就已经结束了，这是个完全不一样的时刻
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
听着就像打破记录似的，但是记着你答应过她的
Next time you show restraint
下次你再这样专制跋扈
You don’t get another chance
你就不会再有机会了
Life is no Nintendo game
因为生活不是一场NDS的游戏
But you ?? the game
但是即便如此你也赢不了这个游戏
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
现在你却只能隔着窗户看看她，你不能接近
I guess that’s why they call it window pain
我想这也就是所谓的“可望而不可即”的痛苦吧

[Chorus]

[Eminem]

Now I know he said things hit things that we didn’t mean
我已经看惯了事与愿违、口是心非的事情
And we fall back into the same patterns same routine
我们轮回似的又回到了同一个模式，同一个模子
But your temper’s just as bad as mine is
但是你脾气跟我一样坏
You’re the same as me
你跟我一样
But when it comes to love you’re just as blinded
但是每每当它转变成爱的时候，你却看不见它啊
Baby, please come back
宝贝，回来吧。
It wasn’t you, baby it was me
好吧，宝贝儿都是我的错
Maybe our relationship wasn’t as crazy as it seemed
没准我们的关系并没有看上去那么的疯狂
Maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
没准这就如同针尖对麦芒，水火不相容。
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
我的全部就是爱你爱得不能自拔
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
回家吧，拿上你的东西回家吧。
Don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
难道你没有听出我声音中的真诚么？
I told you this is my fault
我都说了，这都是我的错。
Look me in the eye ball
过来看着我的眼睛。
Next time I’m pissed, I lay my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won’t be no next time
下次？不会再有下次了。
I apologize even though I know its lies
我明知道我的道歉是谎话
I’m tired of the games I just want her back
但是我已经厌倦了这种生活，我只想让她回来。
I know I’m a liar
我知道是个骗子
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
但是如果她再TM试图离开我的话
Im’a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
我会把她绑在床上，点燃房子……



It hurts, but it's ok.
It really is.

第三者

梁静茹唱的歌，好几年前的歌了。
现在听起来，很是佩服。
有这样心境的人，需要多宽阔的心胸？

或许这样说吧，习惯责怪第三者的我（我保守一点点，不大能够接受），其实常常忽略了第一者跟第二者之间早已出现的问题。
或许，真的是像她所唱的
“我们的困难，在它出现之前就存在了。
他只是最最无辜的第三者、无意闯入的第三者”

佩服那一句
“就算他消失此刻告诉我能得回什么呢，责怪他又凭什么呢？”

很多事情，尤其是感情的事情，看开了，对谁都比较好。

最近爱上你，Lala~

最近爱上拉拉的声音，我不懂得怎么去形容，只能说她真的是创作才女，而且声音很棒~
她的自创词曲跟她的声音，简直是绝配。

最喜欢的是这首“我不是一定要你回来”：失落沙洲




还有这首《身骑白马》，我也很喜欢。
换作是以前的我，听到“我身骑白马”那边一定马上关掉。
但是Lala就是有这种魔力，让我听下去，让我爱上它~

Already Gone (Live version)

呈上这一手kelly Clarkson 的 Already Gone
我在俊祥的车子里第一次听到这首歌，然后无法自拔的深深爱上它

喜欢Kelly Clarkson的歌声，然而其实都没有常常听她的歌
目前除了Already Gone，常听的只有很久以前就爱上的Because of you
嗯，都不是很开心的情歌~

这次post上来的不是official music video，而是live的版本
我个人觉得在这个版本里面，自然的Kelly看起来比较漂亮
唱歌时投入的闭上眼睛，让我觉得整首歌更有感觉
好喜欢她的歌词，深深地、深深地，嵌进我的心里

歌词如下：

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

老歌一首

以前小学的时候，在英文补习，老师会给我们玩各种游戏，边玩边学
我想我今天的英文基础，有一大部分是那时候累积来的

我记得有一天，老师给了我们一张歌词
然后给我们播放歌曲，一遍又一遍的，我们专心聆听，并把歌词里的空白部分填上

多年后的今天，偶然想起那首歌
至今仍然搞不清楚它的歌名

youtube 里面有的人放 “take me home, country roads"
有的只放 "country roads"
版本很多，听了很多个，终于找到童年时候听的那种

手 放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害

我给你最后的疼爱，是手放开
有一阵子常常听这首歌
像是止痛药这样，反复麻木自己的悲哀

听说时间会把痛楚减轻，会把伤口复原
但是，时间，能消除那一道留在心间的伤疤吗？

感情的污点，留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱，收进胸前左边口袋

把爱，收进胸前左边口袋