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Emo-ing

Results are released.
Unexpected results for me, both good and bad, in a way or other.
3.876 GPA, which is normally considered as good results, which enables me to continue getting my full scholarship.

But I am totally not satisfied.
An A- in English, which was actually the subject I had had most confidence in, almost drive me crazy.
A B+ in Basic Electronics was actually expected, as I did not perform well in both the final exam and the test. And I certainly don't think that I had got high marks for my coursework, which I think affected my grades.

These unsatisfactory have to been kept to myself. I have had enough of "stop being an ungrateful cow" and "your results are good enough".
Eventually I learn to keep my mouth shut, and pretend to be so damn satisfied and surprised by my so called "good results" or else people will start thinking that I am showing off.

Ya I know my results aren't bad.
In fact, they are good in the others' eyes.

Unfortunately, they are far not good enough for me.

By the way, is that a fault of mine being not satisfied because I did not reach my "too high" targets?

乱乱出乱乱写

上来update一下
这几天都在忙着考试和one piece,部落格已经有点灰尘了~

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Principles of Electrical and Electronic Engineering
看似三张technical paper里面最容易的一张。
本来还挺有信心的说~
因为几乎每一个chapter都会了,只剩一课magnetism,因为往年考题从来没有出现过,而且老师说一般上都会出很多theory的题目,所以放掉这一课,反正theory part一向是很难拿分的。
结果看到考题的时候我真的超想哭~~~
magnetism的题目超容易的~~~~!!!!!
阿~~~!!!而且我早上才看过一遍,但是想说反正不打算做了,方程式也没有背下来!!!
magnetism的formula可以说是最短最容易的阿~~~
为什么我没有背???!!!
而且1分theory都没有,全部都是calculation~~~
我真的是~~~am dui到内伤~~~
那题满分25的题目,我要是背好方程式,最少最少可以拿23分阿~~~(2分算粗心送他好了)
结果没办法,做我会的题目,theory的好像10多分我觉得是没有了~

这种感觉就像是赌马,全场6只马比赛,我买了5只。
最后,我没下注的那只跛脚马赢了。

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Engineering Science 1
其实比我想象中的容易很多。
但是出题的方式真的很奇怪,例如往年都一定会有的projectile motion今年竟然不见踪影。
除了这个基本上都没啥问题吧,我不会的part也不多。
还有一个很奇怪的现象,它的marks allocation很奇怪。
很多很简单的题目都占12-15分。
尤其是最后一题part b,超容易的,那个current用两个超简单的equation就能找到了,平常的话大概只会占3-5分吧,这一次竟然给15分!!!
感觉上一定有什么陷阱,让我感觉忐忑不安的~
不可能这么简单就让我拿那么多分的阿~

这种感觉就像一个超级无敌奸诈的商人让你以超级无敌便宜的价钱买到一个超级无敌的上等货,明明知道一定会有什么陷阱却只能往下跳,因为那个货物,只有这个商人拥有。


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Mathematics 1
整体上来讲,其实蛮容易的~
只要选的不是第一题就好了,第一题很难。
不过我实在实在很后悔我放掉graph的chapter。
我一向讨厌画graph的,所以每次考试一定不选graph的题目。
我的如意算盘是这样响着的:
6题选4题,我放掉graph,其他的我都ok阿,应该不会有问题的~
结果~~~
平时容易的第1题,我看一眼就决定直接跳过。
再扣掉Graph的第4题,我刚刚好剩4题。
问题来了,第6题的binomial超难,占了9分。
我再看回去graph的那个部分(占了10分),努力用力的想了过后,我还是不会做,哈哈~
所以没办法了,做第6。
后来Sin yee讲graph的超容易,(也确实超容易的)
没办法啦,只能祈祷除了那个9分以外,其他的都不要无故失分就好了。

Mun Chuan他们说maths比form 5的add maths还容易,45分钟就做好了~
其实如果我会做那个graph的题目,也会觉得很容易的~
唉,无端端lost9分~

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每次说可能会考不到A,朋友就会叫我不要aim那么高。
奇怪,以前中学的时候aim for A是很普通的事情来的,为什么现在很多成绩不错的朋友都说aim for pass, aim for B, aim for A-的?

Aim for the moon, so even you missed it you will still be among the stars.