Emo-ing

Results are released.
Unexpected results for me, both good and bad, in a way or other.
3.876 GPA, which is normally considered as good results, which enables me to continue getting my full scholarship.

But I am totally not satisfied.
An A- in English, which was actually the subject I had had most confidence in, almost drive me crazy.
A B+ in Basic Electronics was actually expected, as I did not perform well in both the final exam and the test. And I certainly don't think that I had got high marks for my coursework, which I think affected my grades.

These unsatisfactory have to been kept to myself. I have had enough of "stop being an ungrateful cow" and "your results are good enough".
Eventually I learn to keep my mouth shut, and pretend to be so damn satisfied and surprised by my so called "good results" or else people will start thinking that I am showing off.

Ya I know my results aren't bad.
In fact, they are good in the others' eyes.

Unfortunately, they are far not good enough for me.

By the way, is that a fault of mine being not satisfied because I did not reach my "too high" targets?